DuckieDroplets

Feel like blogging, but don’t really know what to write about. Today was a slow day… where the world had decided to give me a break by turning really slow. Which, was a good thing… I’m VERY relaxed.. Hehehe. After all the stress and all…

Things hasn’t been going all smooth yesterday night though, she got mad again. Well, it was mainly my attitude problem lar, I couldn’t deny it. But I didn’t do it on purpose, neither did I mean to hurt her in anyways. She was just WAY too sensitive. But I knew she was sensitive all the way, yet I still couldn’t control myself. It was always about the choir if we argued. Well, it would always start with the choir, then of course it will end up somewhere in Pluto.

She promised me that she’d let me stay over at KS’s place, but thanks to my tiny attitude problem… well, to her it was an attitude problem lar… to me, it was just me being me and her being too sensitive. She denied my freedom to have fun by making up some stupid excuses, which by right isn’t very stupid because I found myself struck deaf. Below is part of the situation:

Says her: KS is taking SPM this year. You keep asking her out, how can she study? Can she resist the temptation of having fun? If her SPM not good that time her parents complain, then don’t let her join LittleNoise, who’s fault would it be?

Devil Me: What the? It’s not my problem what, it’s HER taking SPM not ME. She needs to know how to handle her own time by herself lar. Takan I take care for her time for her???

Angel Me: True also…

Devil says to angel: Gosh you are so dumb

Angel says to devil: No I am not! You’re just plain evil!

Me in reality: But then, I’m leaving soon what, can’t I have fun?

Says her: Hang out with somebody else lar! Don’t hang out with those that’s studying?

Me: WHO? Who else is NOT studying? (Flashes Benny across mind, Devil me: *grins* Go out with Benny eh, gosh She’ll be SO pissed!)

Says her: *silence* Stop being selfish. Stop thinking about you and yourself only! Try to learn to think for others can or not?

Then the conversation goes on… about other stuffs. But in the end, I resolved everything by well, the usual way: taking the blame. I agreed to NOT STAY OVER and go home by 11PM. But of course, she couldn’t stop me from going out in the morning. Heheheehe. Yet, of course I still feel miserable because she just can’t stop tugging the leash she had tied around my neck since I was born. I need to BREAKAWAY!

I don’t know. She just came back. And she can’t stop nagging… about my piano student I taught just now… The class was supposed to be 45 minutes, but I came out after approximately 40 minutes. And she was going all "darn" about it. *eyebrow raises* okay lar okay lar. Make me feel all miserable again.

K, she’s gonna nag any minute now about me not going to bed and always stucked in front of the computer. But if I go to bed straight, she’s gonna nag about how I don’t like to tell her what’s been happening in my life. Gosh. What is with her? Can’t she just SHUT UP SHUT UP SHUT UP DON’T WANNA HEAR IT because I’M JUST A KID AND LIFE IS A NIGHTMARE, well I’M SORRY I CAN’T BE PERFECT!

Hrm, I like simple plan. And I love all my friends that stuck up for me! Yay you guys! Yay me!

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