Archive for February, 2007

Confessions

Wednesday, February 14th, 2007

Just for the fun of it…

SCHOOL CONFESSIONS ?
[x] Talked back to a teacher.
[  ] Been kicked out of class.
[  ] Worn pajamas to school.
[x] Had your tooth fall out at school.
[x] Gotten lost in your school.
[x] Broken the dress code in school.
[x] Completely failed a test.
[x] Left class without asking.
[x] Missed a whole week of school.
[x] Thrown up in school.
[ ] Been beat up at school.

HOME LIFE CONFESSIONS ?
[x] Argue with your parents a lot.
[ ] Argue with your brother(s) a lot.
[x] Argue with your sister(s) a lot.
[ ] Have your own room.
[ ] Do your own laundry.
[x] Cook dinner once in a while.
[ ] Are loud and obnoxious at home.
[x] Wear pajamas when you are not
going anywhere.
[ ] You sleep in very long.
[ ] All you do is watch television.
[ ] Your parents are divorced.
[ ] Your family makes you cry a lot.
[ ] One or both of your grandparents
live with you.
[ ] You cant stand being with your
parents.

FRIEND CONFESSIONS ?
[x] You currently dislike one or more
of your friends.
[ ] You are jealous of one or more of
your friends.
[x] You have known a friend your whole
life.
[ ] Your friends are all taller than
you.
[x] You have been ditched by a friend.
[x] You have memorized a friends phone
number.
[x] You have lost/forgotten a friends
phone number.
[ ] You have been to all of your
friends houses.
[x] You love all of your friends

HABIT CONFESSIONS ?
[ ] You bite your nails.
[ ] You have an odd obsession with
knives.
[ ] You cannot sleep with the door
closed.
[ ] You cannot sleep with the door
open.
[ ] There is at least one sound you
cannot stand.
[ ] You write stories about mad
cannibalistic serial killers
[x] You are good at telling lies

LOVE CONFESSIONS ?
[x] You currently like someone.
[ ] You want to kill one of your exes.
[x] You can stay committed for an
unusually long time.
[ ] You get bored of your crush/bf/gf
easily.
[ ] A crush/bf/gf has called you a
bitch before.
[ ] A crush/bf/gf has called you self-
centered before.

PERSONAL OPINION CONFESSIONS ?
[x] You hate George Bush.
[x] Abortion is horrible and should be
illegal.
[x] Boys make better friends than
girls do.
[x] The beach is an excellent place
for a date.
[ ] Pink is an ugly color.
[x] Needles aren’t so horrible.
[ ] Human flesh tastes like fine aged
veal
[x] You have plenty of secrets.

HAVE YOU EVER CONFESSIONS ?
[x] Fallen up the stairs.
[] Someone has tied your shoelaces
together.
[x] Had a nail fall off.
[] Captured, Manipulated, or Destroyed
a soul by Ars Falcis
[x] Had surgery.
[x] Slapped someone across the face.
[] Killed someone.
[x] Someone has called you a tease.
[x] You have been to Europe.
[x] You have worn something inside out
for a whole day

Giving and Getting

Tuesday, February 13th, 2007

About giving and getting…
Everyone expects things from everyone, but does everyone expects themselves to give? When there’s something good ahead for you, everyone comes to share, and even the beggars and strangers on the street are you friends. Then when you need something from them, they give you all sorts of excuses.

There’s a quote that I read somewhere… they are only 2 people who’ll stick up to you when ‘you’ve lost your job, loose your love one, finish every single penny in your wallet, and go from bad-bad situations to horrible-vegetable situations… The first one who’ll stick up to you is your friend, who’s situation is worst than yours, and probably still needs your help… whilst the second one is, your friend… your true friend. But on earth, you’ll more likely end up with the first "friend".

I’ve been through these situations where I’ve experienced the true nature of human beings >> Selfish. It’s true, everybody’s selfish. But to people that I call "friends" and to those who claims themselves as my "friends"… maybe when you choose to perform your "sel-fish-ness", you’d like to NOT cross the borderline.

What make me post this?

The choir’s Food sale. It was an old plan to earn some extra cash so that the choir members doesn’t have to fish from their wallet to pay photocopy money. Every Saturday, 2 members (originally) will co-operate to get-together a simple food sale stall in the music center. One will prepare the foods whilst the other will sell. Or, they could BOTH prepare the food and BOTh sell, depending on themselves. But now what I heard and saw was people pushing away their duties to others, NOT because they couldn’t perform it, but WOULDN’T perform it. And the "others", of course will feel reluctant to perform the responsibilities that belongs to somebody else one time after another. And nobody wants to pay extra for photocopy money, and is happily using the choir’s fund for it. But NOBODY wants to work for it. Hahahahaha…Since when there’s free lunch for everybody?

Then like when I was captain/director for the musical last year… If you’re in choir… let me ask you this… Which picture is more clearer?
1) Us singing our finale, snapping pictures together for a happy ending
2) Us at the celebration party, having fun BBQing
3) Us having problems getting together for practices because everybody doesn’t wants to come for extra practices and couldn’t decide whether we should add on longer on Saturday and leave certain people out or add on longer on Sunday and leave other certain-people out.
I bet that if I didn’t write the 3rd one out, none of you would’ve had it cross your mind. What about the "props-problems", and the people wailing to quit RIGHT before the show? Har? Don’t quite remember? Where were you when all the problems occured?
1) Busy complaining about how the management can’t do their stuffs
2) Busy stabbing people behind their backs
3) Busy pitying yourself because you have to follow people’s stupid orders

And when the choir gives everyone good stuffs like competition trophies, musicals fame, enjoyable discounted trips… when the choir is on its bright path with the sun shining down on its roof, everybody cuddles in together. But when the choir meets up with some stormy day and needs everybody’s help to bring it together… suddenly everyone’s gone?

Sad. Very sad.

HO-Li-DAYS

Friday, February 2nd, 2007

No wonder I’ve been missing… HAHA. Yeapo~ I’m back in Kuala Lumpur, Malaysia to enjoy my winter break of 45 days + CHINESE NEW YEAR HOLIDAYS.

What have I been doing so far?
Piano Homework:
1) Bach Prelude & Fugue 21
– Only finished the prelude… lazy to sight read the fugue. But will get it done before next week
2) Beethoven’s Welsdein (sp?) Sonata
– Have 3 more pages to go to finish everything. Then of course, have to speed up.
3) Chopin’s Etude No.24
– My max speed for now is 120 per crochet on the metronum and I have to reach a bloody 160. So, need SPEEDING UP!

Score Reading Homework:
1) Janacek Strings Quartet No.1
- 1st Movement: DONE
- 2nd Movement: DONE, but need speeding up
- 3rd Movement: Still sight reading
- 4th Movement: Haven’t bothered to look at it

Conducting Homework:
1) Tchaikovsky Symphony No.6 3rd Movement: Almost finished memorizing lor, just need a few more practices then it’ll be done.
2) Mendelsohn’s Symphony No.4: Browsed through, starting some scribbles
3) Stravinsky Concerto for Strings in D: What? Lolx. I don’t even have the bloody recording.
4) Rossini’s Barber and Seville: Listened to its recording, haven’t bothered flipping through the score

WAIT… You mean THAT’S IT? HOME WORK???? You call that HOLIDAYS???
Haha… Nah, I went out as well.

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OUTING 1:
Where = Sungai Wang, 6th Floor
With Who = Buddy lor
What for = Chat lor
WOW factor = 6/10

OUTING 2:
Where = KLCC Chillys
With Who = AiYing and friends
What for = Farewell to AiYing, flying to Aussie
WOW factor = 7/10

OUTING 3:
Where = Genting
With Who = Simshen people
What for = Mom’s company outing
WOW factor = 5/10
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So, how’s holidays so far?
BORING!!!!!!!!!!! Hahaha… I can’t wait for school to start already, but… wait till I finish all my homework lar!OH! The only FUN thing happening around is LittleNoise. Hehe… MY SONGS SOUND AWESOME~~~~ Eleh, perasan. Hahaha. KENOT EH? *grins*