Timetable
27th February
I’m resting my brain…
I’ve been up whole night thinking of solutions, of TIME, of PEOPLE.
"Well, and you. If there’s extra practices on saturday nights, there’s a 80% possibility that YOU will not stay. AND you didn’t BLOODY raised up your hands when I asked who has problems. Why I’m concerned? Because you’re not just an ORDINARY member, you’re the bloody Vice PRESIDNT. The least you can do is COME for every SINGLE practice"
IT WAS SUCH AN ASS fixing the timetable…
If you add time, you’ll LOSE members because either their PARENTS are banging down your door. OR them themselves will be yelling at you, threatening to quit.
BUT if you Don’t ADD time, it’s not like the PEOPLE can sing, and are smart people that’ll get you after the first time you tell them what to do. So, you’ll have to risk not doing well for the concert.
WHICH one you prefer? Add and lose members? OR don’t add and perform horribly?
Hard.
HARD.
That’s all you people say!
How many of you actually sits down at the computer for A BLOODY 8 hours and think of a solution to the problem?
WAIT…
HOW MANY actually KNOWS that there’s a problem? I didn’t TELL???? Wait…HoW did I know the problem? God told me. Because I was good and I did all my prayers so he answered them. PAH! Seriously~
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I wrote that in a conversation with Pui Mun. I swore to blog it… and here I am doing it.
It’s not easy getting so many different people together all under one roof, so I definitely do not expect any good times from nothing. It’s hard watching people that you’ve brought up and change walking out on you, saying things you cannot bear to hear and stabbing you behind your backs. Some times I really feel as though I’m the only one that actually wants this choir… as though I’m forcing everybody to go through my dream with me… as though I’m some control freak having fun ordering around.
I’m really touched when I see people actually commiting themselves to LittleNoise… when people actually enjoy doing work, enjoy giving and not expecting to recieve anything back. It’s like, I feel like I’m not alone on this. I’m not the only crazy person who’s doing all the crazy stuffs… It’s like I have friends that’s on my side. It’s such a wonderful wonderful feeling when they sit down with me just to discuss what’s been happening to LittleNoise, how they feel and how they want to be part of it.
Thank you guys so much, so very very much. Thanks for proving that the existance of LittleNoise is not only for me, but for everybody else as well. Thanks for proving that the lessons and choir practices are actually fun and worth going to, and the projects we organize is quite a big deal to each and everyone of you:
1) Kok Bing - I need to list you on LittleNoise number one name list. Thank you for showing your passion to LittleNoise because if it didn’t touch your parents, it definitely touched me. Although you… really cannot sing in tune very much, yet you’re passion is stronger than almost EVERYBODY else. GAMBATTE~
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I suddenly feel like you topped everyone else so much, I dunno who to list on Number two. HAHAHA…
2) Angie - You’ve always been the first one my complaints and frustration reaches out to, and although you sometimes may not be mature enough to understand all of them. But you still stay on the supportive side for LittleNoise. Ever since your first practice with the choir, you’ve always rooted for it with your soul. I hope that part of you will not change as days pass.
3) Zhen Lin - Thanks for doing all the extra chores… you really touched me when you said you couldn’t sleep because you’re worried and stress over the audition day. I’ve been pushed over the cliff (dissapointed) so many times, I’m starting to forget the spirit and energy that I use to possesed when facing the LittleNoise choir. Thank you for reminding me of it, it means a lot.
4) Wu Jun - I really don’t know what to say. You’re the newest LittleNoise member, yet you made me felt really guilty. What makes LittleNoise worth all your support? You’ve done more than what you should already… Haha. I don’t know what to say. LittleNoise should be proud to have you as a member.
6) Rong - You’re the president. Live up to it.
7) Others: Yue, ShuSim, Pui Mun, Benny and all of you.
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It’s Saturday again, 8:30pm. You guys probably just finished practicing and are now chattering together… Maybe even going down for dinner to crap about more stuffs.
Being back in Beijing, I felt as though I’ve never left it. School’s about to start, and I can’t wait to see what’s installed for me in the future months. Yet I’m going to miss spending every Saturday evening with my bestest friends. You guys are the only thing I actually dread leaving K.L.
*smiles* All the best for your Midnight Puppet practices…
